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hafizah 300989 just average girl next door and extremely petite. don't ever make me mad because trust me,you won't like it. and that is all you need to know. click here for great bargains! friendster
Friday, April 25, 2008
i've got alot to complain about so don't mind me. i can't find the exact word to describe how work has been.so much hypocrisy and work politics,it's insane really.people have been telling me they don't like this person,that person,yada yada yada.and then i see them laughing and talking so happily,it really amazes me how fake people can be.most of the managers are enjoyable to work with,however,there's one who's constantly being an asshole.and yes,he's always trying to find fault with me.but whatever,i'm not going to entertain his bullshit anymore.some part time workers there,who think they're great just because they've been working there longer,tell me to do things,which i obviously wont do.like memorise the ala carte menu.of course, i gave him the fuck off face.god damn.you're not the bloody manager,so please don't try to fucking be one.even the managers don't ask me to do such things. i shall not go into further details about the unreasonable customer.all i can say is,i honestly don't give a flying fuck if you're working in the service sector and god knows what.go fuck yourself.and please do not come back again.i'm pretty sure you won't anyway. on a lighter note,i've been spending alot of quality time with dearest even if it just means having dinner after work or starbucks.afterall,he's the one who keeps me sane through all these. this is random,but i think there is no point in telling "happy" people(or however you should call them)about any emotional problems you have because bottomline is,they will never understand,nomatter how hard they try to. i won't be blogging anytime soon because i'm getting really lazy. till the next entry then. goodnight. Saturday, April 12, 2008
happy and i don't need to say the magic words because i know you feel it. (: Friday, April 11, 2008
"it's already proven that you love me because i feel it. similar to the wind.it's not meant to be said or seen but its meant to be felt." aww.(: and i have the most awesome awesome boyfriend ever.you know why?because i slept at starbucks for more than an hour as i was seriously shagged after work and he didnt complain a single bit.he just sat beside me playing with his phone while waiting for me to wake up.where can you find a boyfriend like this,tell me? and the best thing about today was,we said "i love you" at the same,exact moment. it's these little things which makes me so happy.no wonder i feel like i'm such a lucky girl.(: Monday, April 07, 2008
people always say, "treasure the one you love before he/she is gone." now i truly understand what they mean. and love isn't just about how much quality time you spend with that person or how much you understand that person and all the other things you've heard before but how far both parties are willing to go to salvage the relationship even after god knows how many quarrels they've had.because at the end of the day,love conquers all.except for fate. i always thought being in a relationship is easy but hell,was i darn wrong.drains you emotionally sometimes but at the same time you just never ever want to let it go.like the lyrics by incubus,"love hurts but sometimes it's a good hurt". to my dearest adib, if there's a chart for the top 5 guys in the world,you'll still be number one despite all that we've been through,despite all the times i cried.i can never ask for anyone else and i need you now by my side more than ever.you're still the best and i really do love you. Saturday, April 05, 2008
the ulcer or whatever the thing is called on my gums is hurting like a motherfucking bitch. ARGH! Friday, April 04, 2008
12 hours in school on wednesday.that's a record. and after god knows how many months,i finally got to meet norman.he treated me to swensens!since he said he didnt know what to do with his pay.thanks alot!caught up on loads of things,i swear i almost couldn't stop talking.then walked to his house,which he claimed was supposed to be a 15 minutes walk but i felt it was forever.didn't mind though since it meant we could catch up more on things.and then he drove me home.thanks for the nice meet-up.more rides next time! (: and some shit happened(again) in the afternoon just now.but all's well now.all i can say is,you know i still love you.and that's all that matters. school at 9 later for a new project launch.how awesome. goodnight. patience,that is all i need Wednesday, April 02, 2008
i'm going insane.how can they give us a project on monday and expect us to complete it by thursday?!IN JUST 3 AND A HALF FUCKING DAYS.bloody absurd. argh! it's gonna be a very,very long and tiring day.i just wanna get through it and i pray i get a good place for internship later,oh god please. |